Geez! Finally I found this stupid thing. Not that I could have done much with it as I am busy enough as it is cleaning up the place. But it's good to know that I didn't lose it for good.

I guess Sight is still missing? I'd like to go look for him but ... if he's gone then ... I don't know how to follow.

And is anyone missing a metal helmet with feathery wings on the side? I tried looking for its owner but so far, no one has claimed it at all.

Um, yeah, so housekeeping is getting rather dull. I can't seem to keep still. I had no energy while I was stuck in bed and now it has come back tenfold. Any way I can switch jobs?

And has anyone seen or heard from Sight lately? I'm kind of worried about him. I wanted to see if he remembered anything else from his past too since it seems we shared at least a part of it.

Oh and yeah, I'm going hunting for crystals later. I keep meaning to but I never get around to it. I wouldn't mind the company if anyone wants to tag along.

Damn, will you look at that? Time sure flies by when you're sick and stuck in bed in a half coma-like state. The last thing I remember were those stupid horseless carriages bumping each other all over the place.

Um, I suppose I better get back to work, right?

Right.

And I need to begin my quest for the memory crystals again, if anyone is interested? I don't know about anyone else but I'm determined to know who the hell I am!

Ugh ... hot, cold, and back to hot again ...

I think I'm ill and now ... now what the hell am I doing in this horseless carriage?

OW! The hell? 

...

OW! Stop it!

Ugh, I think I want to vomit.

Hey! Has anyone been to the Wilderness lately? There's water everywhere! It is such a relief to be there during this crappy heat wave. For once, something is actually going pretty damn well!

It's pretty fun and I think I'm going to head back in the water. I think everyone should too.

All right, all right, I suppose I deserve this for complaining so much before. Glad that I'm on solid ground again and out of that stupid suit but now? Now, I'm roasting. Taking off clothes doesn't help either!

And I'm complaining again.

... There has got to be a better way to get some kind of reprieve from this heat. Maybe I'll just bathe all day. IAfter work, of course. And then I'll do whatever exploring at night? I think things are prettier at night anyhow. Sorry if I creep anyone out if I seem like I'm skulking around. I just like to ... hang out in the shadows?

You know ...

This still bites. Whether you're floating or stuck in this damn suit, you can't use the bathroom properly. And yes, yes I'm sharing that with everyone.

I don't care what anyone says, but I like climbing the branches over floating around with no control any day of the week. And I like to be able to move around freely too. Oh and yes, I prefer that my waste simply drops into a hole in the ground and not fly around to hit myself or any unsuspecting person floating around somewhere nearby.

Do not complain to me about that being too much information as if that information is not a fact that everyone has to deal with.

... This place just gets weirder and weirder every day. And it reminds me of something that I should be familiar with and I don't know what or why that is ...

And this is completely ridiculous as I'm writing this as I'm tumbling about through the air and knocking my head on the ceiling over and over again. Has anyone ever thought what will happen when things are normal again? Granted things will ever be normal around here? Aren't we just going to ... plummet to the ground again with a loud and painful thump?

Hey, did anyone know that the Wilderness is actually a wilderness now? Or at least a forest. A forest of neverending bamboo stalks.

And a place where it is all too easy to get lost in, unfortunately ...

Um, a little help, please? 

Oh wow. Oh wow. My wish actually came true. The picture is so much clearer now.  

Aoshi-sama is the man I have looked up to my entire life - he is my childhood idol. And the man I love. He was the traitor. He attacked Jiya ... Gramps ... and slaughtered him. He had chosen to side with our enemy because all he cared about was obtaining revenge for our four fallen comrades. 

Holy crap. Holy crap.

Shinobi indeed.

You are not supposed to hurt one of your own.

Betrayal is unforgiveable.

... I know I was so excited about getting my memories back but I don't know if I want to see anymore. Not after the last one.

I think it's obvious now that I led a pretty violent lifestyle. How many more people did I see get killed? Worse still, how many have I ...

The pieces don't fit together - they don't make any sense to me at all and it's frustrating.

... I didn't appreciate being thrown onto this ship as I was just waking up from having had several cups of sake the night before. And I didn't appreciate being poked in my stomach either.

Anyways, the one good thing out of all this is that I still have the neat things I found in the village of freaky faceless people and horseless carriages. I found these blades that appeal to me for some reason or another. They're called kunai and they're a lot like what I envisioned a proper weapon to look like when I tried to fashion one for myself. According to the shop that had them, they were used by a group of people known as shinobi. That was interesting. Maybe I can use that giant pink sea monster as target practice if it shows up again.

Heeeyyyyyyy~~ I found this fantasticcc placee to eat and have drinks. This sake stufff is reeelly .................................................................................... [an abrupt line appears across the page as the pen were dragged across it in a sudden and acciental manner] 

Whoops. Surry about the messy writing. As I was sayig, the food and drinks are greeeat~ I like the sushi most of all.

And earlier, I went into that huge toy shop but I didnt want ta be in there beecause I didn want ta be attaked again. I found another gem though! 

This time, it showed me ths masked man hoo looked an awful like Sight. Sounded like him too. Silvur hare, thing over his eye, mask, ugly green vest over a blue suit of sorts ... He wuz chasin me all over th place, always findin a way to catch me, unfortunately ...

But I managed to hide from him in the end! Until he found me. Something about chakra ...

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Okay. That was a lot of work, helping people pack and boarding up their homes. Not to mention cleaning up the messes people leave behind! I know this is an emergency and all but come on. 

Well, anyways, I hope everyone is all right now. I would hate for anyone to get injured even slightly. If I find out that anyone has gone back after all that work to get them out of there, then I'm going to kick someoene's ass. Hard.

... And can someone explain to me what the hell is going on here in the so-called Wilderness? Why are there so many people without faces? I kicked one in the head and it flew right off! And what are these horseless carriages? And it's so noisy! And there are practically no trees! I don't like this at all. It feels so ... stressful.

Does anyone ever get that feeling that they should know something because it's so simple and basic and yet you just can't grasp what that is? 

Who am I kidding? I'm sure everyone here feels that way all the damn time. It's just that the more time I've had to think about it and not just accept things the way they are, the more I wonder. And it's frustrating because I can't seem to come up with any answers.

My name. It's something so basic and yet, I don't even know what it really is. I'm having this feeling more and more each day that it's completely off.  It's kind of ridiculous, isn't it? "Weasel Girl" can't really be what people normally call me. I mean, honestly, I am not a weasel, I'm human. Not to mention that the more and more I hear people call me by that name, I'm starting to feel ... irritable for some reason.

I need to find out what my real name is somehow ... If anyone has any clues, I'd really appreciate it.

.

The hell?! I must have an invisible sign on my head or something or some kind of scent that attracts things to attack me! Worse yet, I can't seem to hit any of these damn flying bottles! Throwing punches and launching kicks do not seem to work. If only I had several sharp bladed objects to throw at them, I swear I'd be able to get them all. I don't know how, but I would. 

Stupid little bastards!

... 

GAH! There they go again! I swear that if something hits me in the head again, I will throw whatever I can get my hands on around here!

I want to go exploring again but it seems that every time I do so, I only end up getting attacked by normally inanimate objects. What, do you have a giant sign plastered on my forehead that screams out "Attack Me!"? Honestly.

And I'd rather not get involved in whatever this red-blue team thing is going on. I've had enough of being attacked for awhile.

... Um ...

What happened? One moment I was exploring Toyland the Wilderness and the next, I'm back in my room. And ow, does my head hurt.

... I can't stop thinking about the day that I went to that junk yard. It was really bizarre. The junk came to life and attacked me and that other guy who was there. I unfortunately lost the one thing I found that I thought I could fashion into a suitable weapon. Maybe I'll look again to see if I can find something like it but I'm reluctant to go back to that place after what happened.

And the weirdest thing was after the pile of junk "died", this crystal came out of it and ... when I touched it, this weird feeling came over me. I felt warm and cherished and I heard this voice. It mentioned someone named Aoshi-sama and how I was the former okashira's granddaughter? I wish I knew exactly what their significance is.

Things just seem to get weirder around here.

Heh, I guess for once, nothing weird has happened to me. And I'm so glad it hasn't. I'm gathering that people are turning to kids or old people?

I wonder if something can done about people who are too perverted for their own good ...

And I hope that that's it for weird dreams. I don't want anymore. The first one was confusing enough.

...

I seriously never want to have another dream ever again.

How do you go from dreaming about a million different people coming and going in your life to obscene things to ... to being called a witch, and then tortured and killed?! There seemed to be a couple of little boys in the dream too but honestly, the part where I was burned to death kind of stuck in my mind the most.

I swear! I might not ever sleep again after all this ...

...

Speaking of strange dreams ...

I don't understand why I would have such inappropriate dreams of myself and a few other women practically jumping the same man. It started out all right, in some kind of village of sorts. But it went downhill from there. That one woman ... she ... he ... Ugh. Is this supposed to be some kind of foretelling? Because I'd rather have to go through that at all.

It was quite depressing actually. Especially the part where he disappeared and how he supposedly broke some promise to me.

apurgatorium please friend_remove itachi_girl
 

I have been sitting around trying to think about the dream I had before waking up here and what it meant - just trying to remember anything I could. It got me absolutely nowhere except to have flowers suddenly sprout from my head! What the frickin' hell?! At least I'm not the only one whose head has turned into a flower pot. I just don't understand why this is happening. Why? What the hell is the point?

...

Would anyone happen to be good at tending to injuries? I got so aggravated that I kicked the tree and my foot hurts like hell now.

...

Where did all the meat go? I was enjoying the free food. And climbing the trees to get them.

For some reason, this is incredibly irritating.

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... Uh, all right.

This is completely random and I am so confused don't understand it.

What in blazes is going on?

There was the same face, the same man, handsome and stoic. She ran towards him but she never reached him. The more she moved towards him the more he kept moving away even as she reached out towards him, calling out for him in a voice that came out silently. He disappeared into a crowd of people that materialized out of nowhere. A kind-looking red-haired woman ... a man, rather, smiled towards her for a moment before the expression on his face became dark and menacing as he struck down a random opponent. There was a young woman beside him, someone like her, who cried out to the swordsman to stop. There was also a young boy who was training with determination that seemed to mirror her own.

All of a sudden, the place was on fire, and a man wrapped up in bandages from head to toe was laughing hysterically in the midst of the flames. She saw the first man again, but he ruthlessly struck down an old man in front of her eyes, telling her to get out of his face before walking towards the man wrapped in bandages. Hurt, she swore to never chase after him again but then the red-haired man intervened and softened her heart with a promise to bring the one she cherished home. And he did. He put out the flames and brought peace to the land again.

Unfortunately, the peace was interrupted as a battle between a tiger and a dragon broke out. It lasted for quite awhile, with the tiger injuring the dragon terribly, however, the dragon had many friends who had come to support him. Their presence, their words of encouragement, gave him strength to defeat the cunning tiger.

Once again, the scene changed suddenly, and the faces melted away into new ones. There was a cold, emotionless man who shared her name but reminded her of the one back home. He had come and gone from her sight three or four times before disappearing for good. There was a young miko and a pink-haired ninja who both seemed to be as short-tempered as she. There was a blonde boy who irritated her a little but he seemed harmless enough. There were so many faces, some which she could pick out easily enough and others that remained a blur.

One arrived late, a masked man, who kept his distance but at the same time, hovered around closely enough to be of assistance when needed.

All of a sudden, the faces began disappearing one by one and she cried out again, reaching out for them. When the masked man disappeared as well, she fell into despair and sank into a dark pit. The only light she could see was a tiny glowing ember in the distance. A voice spoke up smugly, the ember moving about at his will. "What are you going to do now, Weasel Girl?"

It became pitch black then before it gradually started becoming brighter ...